07 March 2012

Super-Procrastinating Binge Writing

This post is in participation with hundreds of insecure writers who dedicate the first Wednesday of every month to post about insecurities: doubts and fears that we have or have conquered. Check out the Insecure Writer's Support Group for more information and a list of the other participating writers.

Has it been a month already? Gosh, I suppose it has. Here we are again, and I'm going to confess one of my insecurities to the 'net and everyone. I'm a bit insecure about that, but don't worry--I won't go meta on you.

Something I've noticed lately, since I've been doing my Garret Tour Tuesday series and therefore thinking a lot about writers' habits, is that I am not a very disciplined writer. I can be productive when I sit down and focus, but getting to that point is absurdly difficult. I'm easily distracted--oh, I'll just put a load of laundry in, I need to get a drink, I need to check my email, I wonder if I'm missing anything interesting on Facebook, I'll just grab a quick snack, and now would be a really good time to organize my beads by color and think about making a necklace. 

Yup, I have finely-honed procrastination skills. It's a superpower.

The thing is that once I get going, I can churn out thousands of words in a sitting. I can sit and write for hours but it seems harder and harder to get to the point where I have six free hours to spend like that.

So yeah, I'm still struggling with the transition to Being An Adult. It's not as fun as I thought it'd be. Responsibility does not play well with Super-Procrastinating Binge Writing. Super-Procrastinating Binge Writing is better suited for writing from 11PM until falling asleep on the keyboard at 6AM, a diet of microwave ramen noodles and bottled water, and overall Lack of A Life. The addition of work obligations and desire not to totally blow off all my friends sort of throws this all to Heck. Juggling: sadly not one of my well-honed skills.


Sometimes I think I must be the only person who can't keep a schedule, and maybe I'm just not seriousface enough about the whole thing. Or maybe I'm having problems because I think I need to be more serious.

Now You!
How do you beat the procrastination kitty?

17 comments:

  1. Oh, you are SO not alone in this. I struggle with distraction disorder every day. Mostly the internet. It does take a degree of discipline to shut it all off and focus on writing. Truly, I struggle with it every day and get mad at myself when I've spent too much time on line when I could have gotten another page written. It's tough.

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    1. I honestly think a lot of it is that a lot of my communication with friends and the S.O. is via IM so there's always the fear of not being online when at home -- Who am I missing the opportunity to speak with? And once the internet is up, it's just a total lost cause. Maybe if I just put aside specific times, it would work.

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  2. The only way I've managed to get anything done is to make myself responsible to someone else. Every two weeks, my friend and I send two chapters of our latest WIPs to each other. Which means come Sunday, I need to have two chapters done, no matter what there is to distract me. Once I started doing that, it was easier to set a daily writing goal, because I knew there was a reason. It's probably not healthy that the only way I can motivate myself to do anything is to do it for someone else, but if it works, I'm going to pretend it's perfectly normal. :-)

    Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go look at lolcats.

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    1. I don't think self-imposed deadlines are a bad idea. I wasn't keeping an exercise schedule until I started tracking my workout hours on a weekly online spreadsheet, along with my sister. We both see if we hit our weekly goal, and I have definitely been doing better at keeping with it. Unfortunately, I don't have anybody right now to do the writing-exchange thing with. I don't know any other writers well enough to feel comfortable doing that. Perhaps in the future :)

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  3. You're definitely not alone. Procrastination is one of my downfalls as a writer too. I mean to get more work done than I ever do get accomplished because I keep procrastinating, especially on the internet.

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    1. And yet you still seem to be managing to produce content... :P

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  4. I used to procrastinate myself right past prime writing brain and into the land of idiocy. I have really been working on making sure that I'm more disciplined and do a little everyday instead of significant ebbs and flows.

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    1. Somehow I'm not good with a little every day. I'm stuck on a "scads-or-nothing" set. It takes me enough time to get going that by the time I'm in the "zone"...it's just not conducive to the "little every day" plan. Perhaps I should start setting goals for specific days and do a few hours on those days.

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  5. The internet does make it so much easier to procrastinate, doesn't it? I also find it easy to pump out words once I'm focused and in the zone... but there are so many distracting things to click on... email, facebook, blogs, etc. Sometimes I think I'd be more productive with paper and a typewriter.

    Allison (Geek Banter)

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    1. Once I'm "in the zone" I'm good. I'm not easily distracted once I catch my rhythm. It's the getting to that point that is increasingly difficult. :/

      I once tried working with a typewriter. I actually found it pretty frustrating. I ended up working much slower because it was such a hassle to delete or rework sentences. What I really need is a computer without internet capabilities! lol

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  6. Like you, Callie, once I'm in the zone I'm good, but getting there is another story. The internet is a huge distraction for me, which is probably why I often leave my home office to write. If I stay there, it's just too easy to click a button and jump feet first into Pinterest or Google+! And by the time I come up for air, I've wasted another day by not writing.

    I had a lovely Alphasmart that solved that problem, (no internet!) but it bit the dust two years ago. Last week I ordered a Neo 2. Can't wait until it arrives! Wish me luck...and I'm doing the same for you. Happy writing!

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    1. Oooh I have heard good things about Alphasmart! You know what, though, I had a good experience with Scrivener last November when I used the trial version -- the full-screen option damped down the distraction tendencies a lot. I guess I should just spring for a copy of it!

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  7. I find that if I skip a day, it's SO much harder to sit back down to writing. What really helps, though, is to have a lot of other work that you have to do, which makes writing feel like an escape instead of a chore!

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    1. "Instead of tackling this looming pile of laundry, I'll play in my fantasy world!" Yeah that does sound like a better option! ha

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  8. Being flexible with my schedule helps. Sometimes life just gets in the way so there's no point being hard on myself because I couldn't sit down and write at the allotted hour. That's why I have a weekly word count goal rather than a daily one.

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  9. Oh, I hear you, loud and clear! Right now--rather than editing my WIP, I am gadding about, socializing via the A-Z linky list :-) I will be back to visit again. Love your sense of humor!

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  10. Hi Callie, I’m new to the IWSG family and wanted to introduce myself, #260. Since I was tagged in a little game of “Lucky 7,” I thought it would be fun to extend my tag to you. Please check out my blog when you get a chance. :)

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